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ii really cant believe that eu had found a new stead which is sumone in the school <>but since its the truth.....ii have to face it and forget our past..the sweet sweet moment..the way we tok..the way eu help mie..the way eu catch mie..the way we play..the way we fight..the way we argue..and the way eu.....AIYA FORGET IT!!! no more! there will not be any happy tyms in the future fer mie..but eu...ii tink eu should have cause eu haven heartbroken yet.. but mie had several tyms le..since its broken, no point fixing it back.. cause eu dun even care!
why cant eu just......simply......aiya! ii really lurb eu, eu know? and ii dun really know how to fix it back but all ii know is that... IF II DUN LURB EU AT ALL, HOW WOULD MY HEART BROKE???? maybe it mean nothing to eu cause eu can still angry mie fer not trusting eu...BUT ..cant eu just tink?if a gal hu see a boi flirting and then she became jealous..dun eu understand why?and that tym ii could stilll remember. . .when ii was steading wif eu...many gals in school used to hate mie. PLEASE. dun liddat le can? ii had promise eu to do different kinds of request eu want de..and ii did it too. cant eu just do mie a favour too?
OMG!! got a spider on the screen of my com...and a lott of web in my blog!! sorry to my viewers which mie! :]this had been happened *2 weeks no post le. *1 month no stead le. *psle over le. :] yappie!sorry kelvin...is not that ii dun wan to go steady wif eu. is because ii dun really lurb eu. and secondly eu have no phone then we cant even chat so unless eu can just because of mie and eu go buy a new phone maybe ii will consider k? SORRY. ii need consider first lahhx k? >.╫buaiis! but ernest..ii scared ii will forget eu.. =(
no thing to wrote actually. but today damn angry cause fongy banned us play basketball then still must wait till after PSLE!!!ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!! today feeling like looking fer eu after school but feeling like playiing basketball cause tomorrow de recess cant play le. =(so jiu never go find eu..wanna tell eu that although ii keep saying ii hate or dislike eu...ii dun meant it. and ii promised ii will lurb eu forever.
eu really never even lurb mie once? not even once???boon yesterday just told that eu gave andy the options wallet that ii gave eu..izzit true?if is true....ii really hate eu! eu gave the things ii gave eu to your good friend huh? eu are not once ii knew de ernest tan liao..sobs.
its really no point living anymore..no point living without eu. . . .ii really lurb eu..but eu dun know that. and some more eu keep hurting mie. to you.... im just a puppet. im just a toy. im just a simple gal.to mie.... eu are my superman. eu are my everything. eu are a special boi.but now ii must believe that, everyone say eu had already forgotten mie,its the truth so ii must accept...but ii just wanna tell eu..although lots of people told mie that ernest dun lurb eu, but ii wan tell eu tis....ii, angela han lurb eu, ernest tan forever believe it. cause its the truth too.ii dun mind all the hurt eu cause last tym, as long as eu continue to lurb mie.if eu dun then wish eu all the best wif your dream gal..
on 08/09/2008, ii thought we had already stead or patch back liao...but its just wat ii thought!! it wasnt true...its just mie (yi xiang qing yuan) all the way...ii believe that eu dindut even LIKE mie once rite?ii believe that this is just our fate and your ''dream gal'' wasnt mie...
today since morning..ii saw poh-gini keep following uiee..and recess its still the same!!!!still playing, never even care about mie de..!sobs. eu dun care mie le..
today as ii wait under your flat...ii was thinking if wat to say, in order fer us to patch...ii finally did it..! we patch lerh...but eu seem to buay-song when we tok. just as the way when eu say ''patch lorhhx'' hmph still say my attitude, da ben zhu eu oso horr...but nevermind ii will still lurb eu forever de...ernest tan jun liang,WO AII NII YII BEI ZII..okay? smuachk..!
today, went to my new house...still remember the last tym ii went there, we were still chatting but today....its like...a day worst than living in hell..whenever ii saw couple, ii tink of eu and ii cry.whenever ii heard love songs, ii tink of eu and ii cry. whenever ii saw 'kia-rio', ii tink of eu and ii cry.whenever ii pass by the place we used to hang along, ii tink of eu and ii cry.whenever ii pass your house,ii tink of eu and ii cry.whenever ii heard your name, no words anymore!!!ii hate eu. eu made mie cry and give mie nothing but just a donkey..as a punishment, ii had locked eeyore untill we patch..but ii dun tink we will patch,so dear eeyore, get ready to be there forever!!!
(cry on my shoulder) is just crap!! lurb isnt free and best...is all jus bull shit..! love really not sux...anyway now ii dun realli trust lurb anymore..its all because of uiee..but nevermind is uiee that teach mie dun trust lurb anymore de..anyway THANKS..(excuse)ii shed tears fer uiee, ii cut myself fer uiee, ii scream lyk siao when uiee send mie that message..so everyone thats view my blog must remember not to trust lurb too much...or else uiee will be hurt jus lyk mieanyway today will be my last day thinking of uiee...wish uiee can be wif your gal (rachel goh) forever and please dun hurt anyone le...although uiee are very caring.
this few days....really happened lots of sad tings that ii dun wish to happen but it really happened.why must all the tings happen on night tym?? 28 august, uiee said can patch back but on 29 august, uiee ignore mie!!!ii wonder if that means we didn't patch back...sobs. ii realli lurb uiee...can we patch please?? ii beg uiee...ii realli cant live without uiee..or else is lyk living in the hell..! wo aii nii..patch k?? please.
today...that stupid andy tan jun yong asked mie to fuck off even though ii nv even ''call'' him..such a bastard still dare call mie bitch!! today is celebrating teacher's day and we have our aces workout before the concert too >.< quite a number of ex-students came back to see their teacher and that fucker too (andy,yong) but when they were playing basketball,ii wanna tok to ernest so jiu ask suan shion help mie call him here but that fucker suddenly say"ask her to fuck off lahhx!"as if im asking him to come liddat lahhx..eu stupid, idiot, si jiaobin, bangala, puiteh,aiyahhx jus simply a retarded!!!!HATE EU FER LIFE!! and wait almost forgot to tell eu, we patch le! =] BUT he seem to be angry wif mie or wat...cause he never reply when ii tok to him in msn... sobs
Just not long ago , 11 of july , we had just started steading but on today we broke up! it was just because of some rumours that cause us to break. that day when ii heard goh suan shion said alot ppl say ''eu not fit ernest''...wtf ! ii ran out of the classroom while crying as that was really hurting.and ii jus told eu ''hm..........'' onli but to eu , eu tink that means break up le...sobs!! ii still thought we could last longbut it dosent... =[ ii still thought eu will be my onli darhlinn but now.....ALL OVER!!!! sobs.
